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Name: Liz
Country: Jamaica
Gender: Female

Interests: I like to dance, sing and act. I like to play the piano. I also like to be at the computer. That all sounded stupid.
Expertise: I don't know what I'm good at. I love to dance and sing and act. I love to work at Dutch Wonderland, an amusement park for kids. I'm also a good hug giver!
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Entertainment

Message: message me
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Member Since: 2/12/2006

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Saturday, December 23, 2006

So, Josh and I are done. I guess this is the closing. The reasons for breakup were quite stupid, but it happened.

I'll never forget the memories.

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

I told myself I won't miss you,
but I remember what it feels like beside you.

I really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes,
and I think you should know this:
you deserve much better than me.

While looking through your old box of notes,
I found those pictures I took that you were looking for.
If there's one memory I don't wanna lose -
that time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room.
I told myself I won't miss you,
but I remember what it feels like beside you.

I really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes,
and I think you should know this:
you deserve much better than me.

The bed im laying in is getting colder,
wish you never would have said it's over,
and I can't pretend
I won't think about you when I'm older
'cuz we never really had our closure.
This can't be the end - END!

I really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes,
and I think you should know this:
you deserve much better than me.
I really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes,
and I think you should know this:
you deserve much better than me.

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

REASONS TO DATE AN MU RUGGER:
1. They work it for 80 minutes nonstop
2. They like to get down and dirty
3. They look good in shorts
4. There is always at least one Hooker on the team
5. They like it rough
6. They know how to throw down
7. They take any position
8. They get it off quick
9. They like to be on top
10. No matter what... they just keep on comin!!

In the life of Liz, I'm not doing so hot. I feel so alone in the world right now. I don't really have any "key" friends at school. I'm not living at home with my family, who I used to hate, but at least they were around. My roomate is always out partying. The other girl, who was like my best friend, has found a boyfriend.

So here's little old Liz. The one people take advantage of. The girl who will listen to anyone's problems, but no one will listen to. The one girl that people take crap out on me. I am doing so terribly and I feel so alone in the world, and I hate life.

I hate seeing the couples walk side by side. I hate seeing the ones who will hold hands and kiss openly, and I feel that when they smile, they're laughing at me because I SCREWED UP THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME. It was all my fault. He treated me like crap because I treated him like crap. I really didn't mean to, but I guess I just needed someone to talk to, and he wasn't there. I screwed up the best thing that's ever happened to me, and it hurts so bad. I know that all good things must come to an end, but I feel as if these tears that I'm crying are worthless. EVERYONE KNOWS I HURT, BUT DO THEY KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I HURT? Or better yet, DO THEY EVEN CARE?

Everything about him made me laugh or happy. There were a few times here and there when I got angry with him, but it was probably because he was angry at me. I feel like TOTAL AND COMPLETE CRAP, because I was the one who messed all this up. It was all my fault. I ruined everything..

and now I have to live with that.

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
At least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

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I'm wondering if I should delete this xanga or not... I do have another one.

I've been thinking a lot lately, thanks to Katelyn and our lovely talks at Friendly's. I was trying to help her, but I think that through trying to help her, I spoke volumes to myself.

Then we were talking about me, and my past, and I'm realizing a lot of things...

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